I could sit here all night and relive all of the aches and pains,
I've ever endured from somone claiming to love me.
It's happened so many times I've lost count.
Finally I even start to question whether or not,
I had the wrong understanding of what love is, or if they did.
To this very day I'm still unsure.
I guess I just don't understand ,
how somone can tell you that they love you,
and then in the very next breath, take it all back,
and replace it with pain, heartache, and tears.

So yes,maybe it is just me.
Maybe I have a problem with defining love,
and understanding it's true meaning.
Maybe it's just me,
and I was just meant to spend eternity alone.
Maybe it is me for not understanding,
that trust and honesty are suppose to be words
that truly mean lies and deception.

You be the judge.
Is it them or is it just me?

Written by: Lexy
August 4, 2005